Studies..Badminton..Mum's Birthday..Daddy's luv..moi pro n luv..councilor

So tired for the past few days, busy doing all my tutorials and projects. Hehe.... on the same time I also slack abit n also tried to make more new friends. This week I will be quite busy...need to practice my social dance for CFP n meet my friends to NP concert n go back to sec sch with my friends to take her o'level cert...so on.....busy rite..but I still will stay contact with anybody who wan to find me. I not like others..when busy u sms him or her...she of he jus dun reply....tht really not gd..

Play badminton with my guy friends at BPCC on last Sunday quite fun, although I not tht pro in badminton. Do u believe tht I dun noe how to start ball? So my friend, Edward needs to teach me...but I still dun noe how to start ball...After that we got play match...hehehe...Quite long I nv saw Edward n Lin Cheak le....with them I feel happy as they treated me well and with them I feel comfortable..it jus gave me a feeling of the moment the 3 of us had spent during sec sch...it was really memorable...miss it so much. Edward n Lin Cheak still the same old them...like to challenge with each other almost everything. This time Edward won...he really good in badminton n defeated Lin Cheak...I think he sure happy bahx..hehe... They are guys tht really treat me as who I am n not like a toy.

Hehe.... after the badminton, I needed to rush back home before my dad woke up as later I needed to go out with them to celebrate my mum birthday.... Hehe.... however they postpone the birthday celebration to the next day... At nite we went to Tangmah Jurong and ate our dinner... so delicious...as it was my favorite food..... the chilli fish n vege... I ate 2 bowls of rice. My mum treated us this dinner as it was her birthday. Tell u something, my mum seldom use her own money to treat us anything de....
I feel tht my dad really dote my mum alot. As he bought a new hp for her although it is jus a 100+hp. He nv scolded my mum, when her previous hp was stolen by someone in Bugis. Yesterday my father also came back at nite to celebrate my mum birthday...this time got birthday cake...wish my mum happy birthday...let her strike 4D or TOTO...let her be prettier...n healthy

Finally, my mind nv keep thinking of guys and bf... I am more focus in my studies. Guys jus like to use me to make themselves happy, like a toy. Hai.... Why they nv stand into my shoe at all? I so miserable...even more than them...but they only think of their own needs, happiness and satisfactory. I jus dun dare to fall for anybody...as guys will tend to leave when u start to like them...or they will use ur feeling to take advantage of u.. Good guys are hard to find le...really hard to find...true luv tooo....
My "councilor" really treats me very gd..n I trust him alot.. He is the only one tht make me feel tht someone really care for me..as no matter how sick he is, how drunk n tired he is...he will talk to me n make me happy..listen to my grandmother's talk n problems...even I repeat alot of time..he will answer all my stupid qns n give me answers n advises...he so gd rite..too bad he not attach..n I am too young for him. When I need him he sure will reply immediately, no matter how busy he is... not all guys will do it rite?
I have try to stop liking anybody le....Victor, Shine, Pisces, on n on.....they are guys appear in my life for awhile n will vanish after awhile...now all of them are jus friends to me...I wun think of the outcome but jus think of how to make myself happy.